Once again and never ending

Here I am
Once again
I pour out my heart for I know that you hear
Every cry
You are listening
No matter what state
My heart is in
You are faithful
To answer
With words that are true and a hope that is real
As I feel
Your Touch
You bring a freedom to all that's within
In the safety of this place
I'm longing to
Pour out my heart
and say that I love You
Pour out my heart
and say that I need You
Pour out my heart
and say that I'm thankful
Pour out my heart
and say that You're wonderful


I have been doing homework all day, once again. It is so tiring and draining when I spend 10+ hours doing nothing but reading and responding and at 9pm still have so much to go. I breathed in maybe an hour total of fresh air today, otherwise I've been cooped up here in the apartment- all alone. So depressing. I am really really sick of school. Senioritis isn't helping matters at all. I still have so much left to do and study and present- it really feels like the days are dragging on and yet I don't get much done in them. One day I'll get to enjoy the beautiful sunny Southern California days. Until then...back to my cave of despair/homework.